Man, time really goes fast, idk, I probly take time for granted, but I realized how precious time really is, or at least I think I did.

Dad's gettin old, his knee's are real bad, we went swimming this weekend after a hard days work, we started dunkin each other, and he yelled stop. Turns out I had to drag him out of the pool, and drive home, his NCL was all bunched up and bumpy. He's gonna get knee replacements soon. Has anyone ever had a day where they just, for some reason, imagine someone like that not being around, say, as if they died. I did.

Pulling him out made me think that the recent six months I had spent away, were far to long to just be sitting at home on my pc.

My dogs are getting older as well. I've only had one little pet rabbit go on me, sad day. But these dog's, Maxine, a boxer, our first dog, and Casey, I picked her up at a car show, when she looked at me, stuck in a cage, waiting for someone. She's the best dog I've ever had. She was recently diagnosed with arthritis. IDK how bad this is in humans, but my dog has it bad, mostly at night. I can take pain, I will take punches, I wont cry at all, but the one thing that brings tears to my eye is watchin my good ole dog in pain.

I dont understand, what animal has the sheer selflessness, to, despite the fact of being gone for six months, come up to you, and just be in pure bliss, just to see you. It's amazing really, and to see such a creature, who has already had enough pain in her life already, just be happy by the plain sight of me, to see something like her in pain, its just agonizing.

Man, fun weekend huh?