As i was sitting here in front of my computer i just wantd to get things out into the open as there are things bugging me. so i opened up note pad and came up with this!!!


i don't know what to make of things right now
im not the same person that i used to be
i guess things have gotten better or have they gotten worse?
i'm just really not sure for the most part!

life is a mystery that is better left unsolved
the past and the future should not be thought about
things that are beyond our control need not be touched
life is what you make it, but its up to you to decide how to live it!!

these are just a few things that i ponder everyday and the most that i ponder is the unknown!!!
The unknown scares me !!!!!


I'd like some feed back as to what you guys think!!!

I think you are doing a bit of soul searching, something everyone does when there life goes through a major change.

I think the Talking Heads said it best

...and you may ask yourself "How did I get here"

The answers about the future can't be "Guessed" life takes you into many unexpected directions...

Life can be like being in a canoe on the river, you paddle in the direction you want to go, but sometimes the currents are strong, and choose the direction for you. It is up to you to make the corrections to get you were you want to go, or the river may control your destiny forever.

Quote: Originally Posted by $SOLID$ Necro I think the Talking Heads said it best ...and you may ask yourself "How did I get here"

Yup, and the world will always be "same as it ever was", yet it is up to you to find your place in it.

Not that I am recommending abdication of your soul searching, and there is a bit of truth to the truism that those who fail to plan should plan to fail, but to quote another song lyric, "Don't worry, be happy."

You will find that the vast amounts of mental energy you expend pondering life's imponderables, will be for naught. Solid's canoe analogy is quite accurate, so if I were you, I would focus your energies towards steering the canoe rather than worring about what is behind the next bend.

Man, it's way too early to be thinking this deep.

Quote: the past and the future should not be thought about

Hmmm. Not good to dwell on anything, but I don't think you should ever forget the past, and to not think about the future is to deny yourself ambition.

This is not my beutiful house... This is not my beautiful wife...

i think that those thoughts are normal in alot of people, and you should embrace them instead of question them, they are what humbles you and keeps you to you definition...

I think this usually happens when you get older and have gone thru many changes throughout life, what we've been through, what we have lost, what we have gained, questioning why your life went in this peticular direction and what direction you will go.

Hmmmmmm.................deep..........very deep.............