I just want to tear (it) apart. Okay so I'm ripping off my starts from music again, sue me... actually sue someone with money instead.

But it does sum up many things I feel when I see that new case as I remove it from it's box. It's that time again, where I rub my panels down with that beautiful smelling paint polish goin' for that last bit of bling factor. Hmm.. I've done this so many times before and hated the finishing process, but I've come to enjoy it. I find it odd, I spend so much time talking about modding, thinking about modding... then when I'm modding I don't think about it at all.
I find dry humor in it infact, I mod to express something... but while I'm doing it, I rarely spend much thought on it. I've decided there are different types of modders, some modify their systems to look "cool," some modify to pass time, some modify to see if they can show up most.... I'm not really sure why I do though. I guess because somewhere in creating what wasn't there before I find a calm from the storm, much like I used to with cars. Hard to explain.
Though I do find life rewarding gain from it recently. I had perfected the state of being apathetic, case mod goes wrong, I'd throw it away. Friendships go awry, well... Now I find myself repairing it instead of throwing it aside. My hobby is self improvement. Who'd have thought it? Odd how we find ourselves changing from the most seemingly insignificant aspects of who we are and what we do.
Iateronmly - Dremeling, Engraving, and Painting the curves.