Tru5t m3...

KayinStorm · 13-October-03, 08:56 PM

In the words of Boo, the hamster conscience of Largo in MegaTokyo, tru5t m3. He then picks up an extremely large rifle and proceeds to find a cat to frag.

I'm alive, though healing after my ordeal, as many of you have read about. Thanks for the support, and while I can't do this every day, I'm still thinking about everyone here.

I've been told I've lost it all. That's a lie. True, I'll never see some people on this side of eternity again, but that's not loss. We'll meet again. I'm no longer in the place I called home. I'm headed for a new place, hopefully wiser for my experiences. I've lost possesions, but they can be replaced (Thanks PR!) All in all, I'm doing okay.

In fact, I'm better every day. Depression hasn't set in as I thought it would, and my mind is clearing. I got a new girl, who's very good to me, even though we're very far apart, and I think you'd all fall over dead to find out...

But, I digress. Such things will pass if they will, and I shall not force their hand. I am, luckily, having hella fun with a crazy rig in my bedroom, as I kill its OS every so often to have something to do. That, and it plays hella lots of SNES games.

Jasper has changed, and so have I. The people look at me completely different, and I notice a little more wonder than anything else. It's kinda fun, to have a whole town know what happened to you and all of them can't believe I'm still smiling.

I played guitar again today, as I am wont to do at every opportunity. I found a tight Dean with a busted pickup, and I think it's what I'm buying myself for Christmas...

At any rate, I'm here, posting occasionally, reading, and generally getting my feet back under me. I haven't even modded, but I'm learning new software tricks to apply to Flameproof, as soon as I get it up and running. Hopefully, my stuff will make it in and I can get it running...

Oh well, tru5t m3. It'll be cool...

Sportbilly · 13-October-03, 09:05 PM

Yep, it will.

I moved to the US with nothing but a credit card with a 300 buck limit. Anything is possible. Good to hear you're doing well, and good to hear you've still got the spirit!

So do tell, who is she? I won't tell anybody...

LOL

gorked · 13-October-03, 09:07 PM

Good to know Kayin.

So....got any pics of this girl?

FoeHammer · 13-October-03, 10:01 PM

I envy your strength. Keep on keepin' on.

ZENNZZO · 14-October-03, 02:14 AM

Just another pebble in the boulder strewn road of life Brother...peace to ya brah

hawklen · 14-October-03, 04:02 AM

Nice going kayin! Glad to hear yer making it through alright. Definitly an insperation for others when life goes wrong for them.

Hrmmm..new girl? Is it what Im thinking right now.....??

13-October-03, 08:56 PM		#1 (permalink)
KayinStorm Apex Tech God	Tru5t m3... In the words of Boo, the hamster conscience of Largo in MegaTokyo, tru5t m3. He then picks up an extremely large rifle and proceeds to find a cat to frag. I'm alive, though healing after my ordeal, as many of you have read about. Thanks for the support, and while I can't do this every day, I'm still thinking about everyone here. I've been told I've lost it all. That's a lie. True, I'll never see some people on this side of eternity again, but that's not loss. We'll meet again. I'm no longer in the place I called home. I'm headed for a new place, hopefully wiser for my experiences. I've lost possesions, but they can be replaced (Thanks PR!) All in all, I'm doing okay. In fact, I'm better every day. Depression hasn't set in as I thought it would, and my mind is clearing. I got a new girl, who's very good to me, even though we're very far apart, and I think you'd all fall over dead to find out... But, I digress. Such things will pass if they will, and I shall not force their hand. I am, luckily, having hella fun with a crazy rig in my bedroom, as I kill its OS every so often to have something to do. That, and it plays hella lots of SNES games. Jasper has changed, and so have I. The people look at me completely different, and I notice a little more wonder than anything else. It's kinda fun, to have a whole town know what happened to you and all of them can't believe I'm still smiling. I played guitar again today, as I am wont to do at every opportunity. I found a tight Dean with a busted pickup, and I think it's what I'm buying myself for Christmas... At any rate, I'm here, posting occasionally, reading, and generally getting my feet back under me. I haven't even modded, but I'm learning new software tricks to apply to Flameproof, as soon as I get it up and running. Hopefully, my stuff will make it in and I can get it running... Oh well, tru5t m3. It'll be cool...

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13-October-03, 09:05 PM		#2 (permalink)
Sportbilly Apex Tech Maniac	Yep, it will. I moved to the US with nothing but a credit card with a 300 buck limit. Anything is possible. Good to hear you're doing well, and good to hear you've still got the spirit! So do tell, who is she? I won't tell anybody... LOL

13-October-03, 09:07 PM		#3 (permalink)
gorked Apex Tech Demi-God	Good to know Kayin. So....got any pics of this girl?

13-October-03, 10:01 PM		#4 (permalink)
FoeHammer P-Hoe-lice	I envy your strength. Keep on keepin' on.

14-October-03, 02:14 AM		#5 (permalink)
ZENNZZO Direct Cool Hoe	Just another pebble in the boulder strewn road of life Brother...peace to ya brah

14-October-03, 04:02 AM		#6 (permalink)
hawklen PCApex's Mouthy Stepchild	Nice going kayin! Glad to hear yer making it through alright. Definitly an insperation for others when life goes wrong for them. Hrmmm..new girl? Is it what Im thinking right now.....??