I do understand where you are coming from, man. But I can't help but be on the side of your family. You did the really tough stuff already... Find some comfort knowing how much happier your family is back home. I am sure it makes them feel SOOO much better. Your job is your job. That is how the military goes. Even if it is a job you don't like, it is still an important one. It HAS to be for them to pull a vet like you out of the position you were in. I'm sure your boys understand as well.