Hey PCApexers It's Jess and she's not back with a new mod. Sorry guys!

But I just wanted to share a bit of poetry that I wrote tonight. For some reason it just came to mind easily at the beginning yet while I kept on writing the end seemed to just come to a block.

This is the only forum in which I'm comfortable sharing stuff like this so I'd like everyone's opinion, comments or any other thoughts.

Also would appreciate anyone that has constructive criticism. That way I can learn how to write better poetry.




*Callous Affinity*


I have shown to you the sides of me
Too many of which you have never seen
Now I wonder if I must let go
Leave you alone and never know
I cannot keep going on like this
Losing trust, constantly a hit and miss


I do not know what to think
Yet it seems my heart can't help but sink
When I see what I have, and felt what I feel
In so many ways I can't even deal


These thoughts so painful to discuss
I have said there can be nothing of us
I apologize for this is something I must confess
All of this is just causing so much inner stress


Now is when I realize, perhaps I've hurt you
In telling you this...
But know this was something I never meant to do


This is the only way I know how to react to things
Retreat to my hiding place for the peace it brings
Yet, in essence I really am alone
Pushing everyone away to be on my own


Once again I apologize for everything
Please just tell me what we had was nothing


- JA452



Thank's for reading this! I might make this a permanent poetry topic for myself or others.