ana, i've been in the same situation you have found yourself in. i've been called similar things and been the object of ridicule for a while. i've even gone to some extreme lengths to achieve it such as becoming anorexic for a year or two. yes, guys can be anorexic too. anyways, when i started fainting and my friends started to worry i woke up. i thank god that i have such good people in my life. anyways, i just want to say that i commend you on finding the right reasons for changing and to wish you the best